Just wanted to touch base with you real quick and spread some love on you. I like to talk about how powerful you truly are. Now we all know about the crazy stuff that’s going on in this world today with all of the different propaganda machines running full time to keep you distracted so I’m not here to talk about any one specific thing.

What I am here to say is that you can choose what you focus on and you can control how you feel all day everyday. I’m saying you give yourself permission to feel good or bad in every situation and there is no escaping this fact. Life is happening all around us and we determine the meaning to what we observe. I was once one who was quick to snap negative about life and could not wait to find my next opportunity to be offended. I was in a lot of pain and for some strange reason I just would not let myself be happy for longer than 15 seconds. I know really! hard to believe right!? I’m much better now in fact light years away from where I was back then. I only bring it up in the sense to show that from where I was to where I am now I gave myself permission to be that way no one made me be or do anything.

This is the gift of being self aware… when I was a victim to life, when I felt unworthy to life, when I thought I had to justify, defend, and be in competition with everyone one else and demand from life? I understand why my life was so crappy, because I just would not stop talking that shit! (Message?) I was a problem based thinker and once the problem was solved did I bask in the joy of the solution? Nope on to the next problem. Here is what I did to turn it all around, now these are some ingredients from my recipes for happiness pick and choose what you like and by all means add your own cause life I feel is all about the flavor.

I made a choice to feel good about me again. I gave myself permission to love myself again and by love I mean I L.ive O.nes V.ision of E.xcellence. There is a vision I have of myself, a way that I choose to be and I ‘m no longer asking for other people approval or opinion on it. I became selfish I really did and I am to this day. My being selfish is about me minding my business of me. I am responsible for me and not the responsibility of someone else. What I’m saying is that if I did not make a point to be at my best on any given day I would be no good to anyone. If I was good, mentally, emotionally, physically, then I can be good with you it’s my choosing to feel good because I chose to not needing anything to be different so that I could feel good….(message?)

I gave myself permission to not put up with negative people and environments. Now those moments in life where I was not in a place where I wanted to be just to get a check I had to change my mindset quick. If I was going to do something I just decided to continue to do it and be ok with it. What I realized is that I was there to do a job and it did not require me to do anything but the job. Happy, sad, bored, didn’t matter the job still had to get done regardless of how I felt. At the time I thought what I’m doing today is not going to be my tomorrow. That just gave me the peace and hope and joy a needed to move me thorough the day. What sense did it make for me to complain about something that I chose to do? (Hmmm)

Just with these two ideas I stopped my old negative momentum and started some new momentum that really changed my life. There was a sense of peace that I generated and it felt really good, and that’s what a make it all about. Life is going to continue to do what it do, since I’m living it I choose to live it joyfully and I choose not to suffer any more.

I’ve giving myself permission to be happy, beautiful, loving, caring, outrageous, so freaking enlightened, passionate, creative, expressive, funny, silly, deep, abundant, ballisticly bat shit crazy fun, and whatever else I choose that feels good to me. This is my focus, this is my fun, this is me living my life. So I ask what will you give yourself permission to do? This is just some of my stuff hit me back let me know all the good stuff you are going to do I really want to know where are my people that just want to make it easy to take it easy!

Let me share with you a story about the art of manifesting. I was newly exposed to the Ideas of the law of attraction so I‘ll take you through all the emotional ups and downs I was experiencing cause I was sooooooooooo new to this, I‘m still amazed at how well things turned out.